Archive for July, 2008

The Best and The Worst

Wednesday, July 30th, 2008

it become, balance and equal……if my life is not in the best or the
worst state, it will just become average….everything just normal and
nothing much interesting, it cant effect much to my emotional, physical
n mentally….it would be boring….on teh other hand, it kinda scary
if every good just happen into your life adn everything seems perfect,
u get more than u ever wish for…nothing u could ask more…but  yet,
there are price to pay….someday or some other time, something worst
will happened in the way u ever expected…i dont know how i live this
life by having so much less friends…when i think it back, i dont know
what i did wrong..i dont have such a closed friend who will always hear
what i say, come by if i feel down…i feel so miserable….thankfully,
i have such a wonderful family….but still i cant tell everything coz
i dont want they feel worry and uncomfortable with what i said…unfortunately,having no friends is one reason to be miserable and it become much worst when u know that something will happen in the future n u will really hope that u dont have to live at that time to experience that. it’s really scary…..em, it’s make me thought that u just live ur life when u still can enjoy it =) love the people u want, luv them as much that u can give…coz we dont know what will happened in the future…just make u and the people u love, feel appreciate n being in love…..so,it what ever conditions, if u or the people u love, experienced the difficult condition, the heart is always blooming for love…it will always bring peace…forever n ever…even if u r gone, they still feel ur love n hopefully their love for u also did not fade…

Oh me, oh my….

Monday, July 14th, 2008

It’s kinda stressful nowadays….Whole things that matter, need me to have some decisions…how can i able to make all of up…I need to make myself clear bout my needs from time to time..it’s not about the priorities anymore bcoz i cant do anytime bout it, it’s kinda fix up by itself…i can’t make any change to it…
Actually, i’m glad by doing blog coz people will find it’s hard to know what am i talking about..i admit that i really bad when it comes to express feeling coz i’m afraid it will hurt any other people even though i didnt mean it at all…
i’m really bad at this…but i’m kinda lucky coz most of people around me are understand type of person..hehehe…i’m really thankful bout this….